It’s odd now that I’ve lost 50 lbs, I had 2 periods last month and this month it’s back to normal. That’s the first time in a LONG time that I’ve had 2 periods in one month and I hope that it was a good thing, like my ovaries going into action of repairing themselves and possibly slowly absoring the cysts. I doubt that but I can wish because I do want children but I’m not sure I want my children with the man I’m with, I do and I don’t.

His family is definitely less than appealing as a thought to have my children around and I could tell stories that could make a person shudder or I should say a some what normal person - but what is normal?

I guess in a way, this blog has become more of a personal blog than just my weight loss, although it deals with a LOT of my weight loss stuff, I find myself wanting to write more to this one than my other one and most likely I’ll be killing my other one.

Anyways, as for the pain, I’m on my normal scheduled period right now and I have cramps and it sucks.