I mean I’m in ranges and not over on anything yet but I also know that I can’t each anything else with FAT in it for the day, I’m already sitting at 61 grams of my allowed 63 grams. So, I’m sticking to veggies and fat free cheese and milk.

So, right now I’m in the middle of my calorie ranges and I’m not going to complain because at least I didn’t go over today. I had originally told my boyfriend I didn’t want to get a job until I was 230 lbs and that being 24 lbs away but I’ve decided that I’m just going to apply for a part time job at a convenience store here. Maybe I can get hired on, I’d prefer to do part time right now anyway, just do that and concentrate on losing the weight and then next year figure out what I want to go to college for. I was going to go for dental hygeniest but it seems that there’s no schools for it here and that sucks because what I was reading about it - sounded really interesting to me. I might still pursue it, I may just have to leave Odessa to do so, I don’t know.

I’m hoping amongst all hopes that I hit 200 lbs by the end of the year, just 54 lbs away, a lot less than what I had started at which was 287.5. So, fingers are crossed.