Melting Fat

It’s odd now that I’ve lost 50 lbs, I had 2 periods last month and this month it’s back to normal. That’s the first time in a LONG time that I’ve had 2 periods in one month and I hope that it was a good thing, like my ovaries going into action of repairing themselves and possibly slowly absoring the cysts. I doubt that but I can wish because I do want children but I’m not sure I want my children with the man I’m with, I do and I don’t.

His family is definitely less than appealing as a thought to have my children around and I could tell stories that could make a person shudder or I should say a some what normal person - but what is normal?

I guess in a way, this blog has become more of a personal blog than just my weight loss, although it deals with a LOT of my weight loss stuff, I find myself wanting to write more to this one than my other one and most likely I’ll be killing my other one.

Anyways, as for the pain, I’m on my normal scheduled period right now and I have cramps and it sucks.

And this one is a blog, the employees and others contribute to the content of the blog, offering a wide variety of topics. So far, I like, it’s a fun read and even more interesting to see other peoples thoughts. That is one thing that I’ve always loved about blogging, rather it be my own or someone else’s - to see someone else’s opinion or expression over a certain topic.

DailySpark.com

I did it, I did it, I’m lowest weight since before the year 2000, I’m at 239 lbs and I’m fucking shocked because I’ve fought with my boyfriend for the past 3 days because he does completely stupid things. Despite all the drama and stress this week, I still managed to drop 2 lbs and I’m so HAPPY over that, that was the happiest moment in the past couple of days was seeing that number. Yay 40 more lbs and I’m out of the damn 200’s, I’m so so happy!

I can’t believe that I’ve lost almost 50 lbs but I have.
I can’t believe that I’m still doing what I’m suppose to do to lose weight but I am.
I can’t believe that I still enjoy working out but I do.
I can’t believe that I’m doing this without fail but I am.
I can’t believe that I just jogged first the first time in a couple of weeks without feeling pain and torture but I did it.
I can’t believe that I’ve come this far without truly giving up but I have.

I put myself on a 20 lb challenge, to lose 20 lbs by my birthday, which would put me at 222 lbs or so.

I’m also in a Spark challenge of losing 50 lbs by the end of December and I’m thinking of joining a YouTube one as well. Seems like a lot of challenges but it’s really based on the same thing, LOSING WEIGHT. So, it’s not like I’m going to have be running around doing a lot of weird stuff or doing Biggest Loser cardio. lol.

I want to know how they keep from having saggy skin, that’s my question!?!?!

So, with that I took some pictures to accompany the challenges and here they are, poor color choices I know but that’s all I could find that was form fitting. Ick on form fitting on me right now.

Anyhow, yes, I did join the YouTube deal as the leader answered a bunch of questions that I didn’t get at first but now do! So, yay! My new weigh in for the rest of this year will probably be Friday, not sure if I’m going to keep it that way after August but most likely.

So, here are some starter pics because if I lose 50 lbs or just 44 lbs, I’ll be in ONEderville! YAY

Anyone hungry?

I’m back to averaging a loss of 1.7 each week now unless I can keep my 3 lb loss I had this week up for at least 2 to 4 weeks but if I were to actually do that, I’d begin to worry. However, I’d take a two pound loss each week and not be concerned since that’s considered safe and that’s better than 1.7, if only by .3 .

I’m on the Wii Fit for at least two hours a day, it’s so much fun but I’m still going to try to head to the gym this coming week. Give the Wii Fit a break from for a day if I can handle that - that is.

Anyways, I sit my Wii Fit goal for 15 lbs in 3 months but I expect to lose that in 2 months time but we’ll see, I think I’m going to start doing the body tests once a week now. MY actual scale and the balance board vary too much from day to day or my digital scale is going to crap, I don’t know but I’m going to keep using the digital as my weigh in scale.

I can do that all day, it’s so much fun and it’s fun seeing my mom try to do the hula hoop on it! LoL
It does seems to be pretty close in weight for my digital scale, yesterday not so much. But today and the first day, yes.
Today it read 243.4 and the scale said 243.5, so that’s pretty damn close if you ask me.

Of course, nothing official till Sunday but I want to see how well they keep in sync with one another for the next couple of days and then I will go back to weighing once a week.

Monday, however, I’m hitting up the gym or I’m punching someone in the damn lip - I miss my weights at the gym! *hahaha* I also miss the elliptical, I love the elliptical and I never thought I’d be saying that. That’s crazy for me to be saying but I’m saying it!

The last 3 days, my calories have been so so . I didn’t log anything for Wednesday because that was payday and it’s just too much of a crazy day to log. Yesterday was going fine until mom came home with pizza from my family’s dinner last night for my cousin that just passed away.

Then TODAY was the actual funeral for Larry Don and so, I’m not sure what I had in total there. I’m pretty sure I’m at least 100 to 200 calories off on my figuring, if not more. So, I’m not eating for the rest of the night if I can bare to handle it.

And since, Aunt Flo decided to come for another visit, I’m crampy and REALLY HUNGRY but I’m trying to control the evil temptress.

So, for tomorrow, hopefully I can stay within’ ranges and low on sodium. I may have an all vegetable day tomorrow. We’ll see.

We purchased this today and luckily the first store I called had some! So far, it’s pretty fun, I obviously haven’t unlocked everything but I’m getting there and it should be noted that I suck at the balance games and the yoga stuff!

Some of the yoga stuff I can do and some of it I can’t, the stuff I can’t do is absolute torture!
Eventually, I’ll get me a cover for it but for now, it’s find staying the box - I’d most likely still stick it in the box to keep it from of dust and debris. I need to find some sort of cover to help the Wii itself out in that department because the place I live in is a big ol’ dustbin .

Anywho, just another thing for me to add to my collection of workout stuff and I have to admit that I like Wii Fit 900x better than I do Eyetoy Kinetic. With Eyetoy Kinetic, you have to have perfect lightening and a perfect workout space in which I do not possess.

So Wii Fit it is.

R.I.P Estelle Getty 1923-2008 (Sitting)

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